bad girl by chelsealaymance featuring leather jacketsH M bustier top£15 - hm.comLeather jacket$88 - nastygal.comHigh waisted jean shorts$80 - etsy.comLisa Freede sparkle jewelry$185 - intermixonline.comHouse of Harlow 1960 yellow gold bangle£99 - the-dressingroom.comMiss Selfridge gold ring$9 - missselfridge.comHellraisers (Black Gold)$165 - unifclothing.com

bad girl by chelsealaymance featuring leather jackets


imageH M bustier top
£15 - hm.com

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Leather jacket
$88 - nastygal.com

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High waisted jean shorts
$80 - etsy.com

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Lisa Freede sparkle jewelry
$185 - intermixonline.com

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House of Harlow 1960 yellow gold bangle
£99 - the-dressingroom.com

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Miss Selfridge gold ring
$9 - missselfridge.com

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Hellraisers (Black Gold)
$165 - unifclothing.com

spring time by chelsealaymance featuring prom dressesDorothy Perkins prom dress$69 - dorothyperkins.comBoyfriend blazer$70 - topshop.comJeffrey Campbell high heels$161 - lorisshoes.comFOSSIL leather clutch$80 - macys.comDorothy Perkins gold bangle$17 - dorothyperkins.comReady Made Frames | Oil Painting Frames | Art Frames$123 - artgalleryframes.com

spring time by chelsealaymance featuring prom dresses


imageDorothy Perkins prom dress
$69 - dorothyperkins.com

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Boyfriend blazer
$70 - topshop.com

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Jeffrey Campbell high heels
$161 - lorisshoes.com

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FOSSIL leather clutch
$80 - macys.com

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Dorothy Perkins gold bangle
$17 - dorothyperkins.com

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Ready Made Frames | Oil Painting Frames | Art Frames
$123 - artgalleryframes.com

Ode to True Blood by chelsealaymance featuring cocktail party dressesHervé Léger cocktail party dress$1,245 - stylebop.comLot78 patent leather jacket$1,475 - net-a-porter.comLace Underwired Bandeau$28 - topshop.comSteve Madden platform high heels$130 - stevemadden.comBlack leather glove£20 - josephm.comSpode Baking Days Black Polka Dot Cafe Mug£6.50 - liberty.co.uk

Ode to True Blood by chelsealaymance featuring cocktail party dresses


imageHervé Léger cocktail party dress
$1,245 - stylebop.com

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Lot78 patent leather jacket
$1,475 - net-a-porter.com

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Lace Underwired Bandeau
$28 - topshop.com

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Steve Madden platform high heels
$130 - stevemadden.com

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Black leather glove
£20 - josephm.com

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Spode Baking Days Black Polka Dot Cafe Mug
£6.50 - liberty.co.uk

Summer Spike by chelsealaymance featuring stone necklacesCrop top$60 - topshop.comJeffrey Campbell platform boots$188 - fredflare.comJeffrey Campbell black boots£145 - office.co.ukStone necklace15 AUD - diva.net.auIllesteva sunglasses$260 - gargyle.comNYX lipsticknelly.comLancôme lip gloss$27 - lancome-usa.comBobbi Brown Cosmetics beauty product£32 - selfridges.comCedar Ball Topiary in Home Accessories | Crate&Barrel$15 - crateandbarrel.com

Summer Spike by chelsealaymance featuring stone necklaces


imageCrop top
$60 - topshop.com

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Jeffrey Campbell platform boots
$188 - fredflare.com

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Jeffrey Campbell black boots
£145 - office.co.uk

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Stone necklace
15 AUD - diva.net.au

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Illesteva sunglasses
$260 - gargyle.com

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NYX lipstick
nelly.com

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Lancôme lip gloss
$27 - lancome-usa.com

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Bobbi Brown Cosmetics beauty product
£32 - selfridges.com

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Cedar Ball Topiary in Home Accessories | Crate&Barrel
$15 - crateandbarrel.com

hollow

can i tell you a secret? i think that part of my soul has died… im not being emo, or an emotional teen. im not even a teen. yes i do have to admit i am emotional though, things cut me a little deeper, and bruises stay a little longer. but the last couple years on top of the previous 25, have been progressively miserable. i got into a heated “fight” i guess you could say with my husband.. i really hate calling him that now.  but anyway, i think it was finally too much for me. as he be-raided me in his never ending quest to remind me of how worthless i am because im not skinny, i could feel the small flickering light inside me begin to dim, slowly dimmer and dimmer, as though my soul were a candle and someone put the lid on it, slowly the oxygen leaving, and then nothing but darkness and smoke.  since then i have felt rather empty, i feel nothing, the occasional tinge of darkness and despair will sweep over me like the wind, and then again„ nothing… i have slept about 2 hours in the past 3 days. and i havent eaten in 2 days. i am just this empty, hollow, nothing… ive never felt like this before.. i think it was finally too much… i think im finally dead…